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uhsirI can't work. I can't get my head into it. Or my heart. I'm in such a terrible funk. Last week really sucked.
My cat died. One of them. Technically was my cat but he'd adopted my daughter so when she moved away, so did he. I missed him. He was so talkative and snuggly and cute as can be. But he was not young and having health problems and then he died. I'm still sad.
Then the Virginia Tech stuff happened the next day. That really bothered me a lot more than I would have thought.
Then I went to the new MGM Stargate website and checked their news page and found that they uploaded the Mythology special to YouTube for everyone to see. That totally blew my mind. I had to pull my videos off of YouTube because they cried lawsuit really, I think, only because some other folks were uploading entire episodes but they had to go after everyone so we got slapped. Well, it just opened up the sore spot I have about all of this and I thought about giving up entirely on this thing called fandom.
Then I went to Kawoosh, for what reason I still don't know. And I found out there is a challenge going on and when I heard the song that has to be used I had to do it. This is the kind of song I want to do more videos to, but I need to learn a lot more first. How better than to do it and then see a bunch of other "takes" on the same song? It should help to expand my way of seeing where to go with a video idea. Right, probably not making any sense at all here. Can't think of how to get the idea out of my head and into words. Hmmm, sort of the same problem I have when doing videos. You know, I'm making it sound like vidding is torture for me.
It's not. I wish I could do it all the time. Eighteen months from now I can consider that more realistically. Although I think that would get very boring very quickly.
I'm so bored!! I think maybe I'm tired. Staying up late, getting up early. Spring weather is starting up all of the allergies. A winter of very little activity or exercise. I just have no energy.
Blah. Very Blah.
Then the Virginia Tech stuff happened the next day. That really bothered me a lot more than I would have thought.
Then I went to the new MGM Stargate website and checked their news page and found that they uploaded the Mythology special to YouTube for everyone to see. That totally blew my mind. I had to pull my videos off of YouTube because they cried lawsuit really, I think, only because some other folks were uploading entire episodes but they had to go after everyone so we got slapped. Well, it just opened up the sore spot I have about all of this and I thought about giving up entirely on this thing called fandom.
Then I went to Kawoosh, for what reason I still don't know. And I found out there is a challenge going on and when I heard the song that has to be used I had to do it. This is the kind of song I want to do more videos to, but I need to learn a lot more first. How better than to do it and then see a bunch of other "takes" on the same song? It should help to expand my way of seeing where to go with a video idea. Right, probably not making any sense at all here. Can't think of how to get the idea out of my head and into words. Hmmm, sort of the same problem I have when doing videos. You know, I'm making it sound like vidding is torture for me.
It's not. I wish I could do it all the time. Eighteen months from now I can consider that more realistically. Although I think that would get very boring very quickly.
I'm so bored!! I think maybe I'm tired. Staying up late, getting up early. Spring weather is starting up all of the allergies. A winter of very little activity or exercise. I just have no energy.
Blah. Very Blah.
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Date: April 25th, 2007 09:32 am (UTC)no subject
Date: April 25th, 2007 04:46 pm (UTC)Hugs,
Gina
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Date: April 27th, 2007 09:27 pm (UTC)VT also affected me especially since I have 3 daughters in university. I know I will never understand why it happened. And stopping it happening again is almost impossible. So I pray and have faith that if ever someone is in the same state as this young man, that someone will see it and give him a hug and a lot of help.
Hang in there Uhsir, 18 months is not that far away.
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Date: April 28th, 2007 09:52 pm (UTC)(((((hugs))))))
I was so shocked by the Virginia Tech stuff as well. This world can be a scary place sometimes. :(
xoxo